What Is and What Should Never Be....

So, I asked A2 out. He said no, said he's already got something going on.

Whatever... I should have known.

Sure, there is still A1, but that's like one of those things. I don't doubt that in the short term we'd have a lot of fun, but I want more than that.

I think I am going to close my office door and cry...

What was I thinking believing that just maybe something might swing to my favor?

I guess, it's like the line from the Fall Out Boy song,

"The best part of believe is the lie."