None of the ones that mattered mattered, then the one that did not matter did. If it had been one that mattered, I would have been prepared.
Maybe I am the problem with me.
Maybe Jess is right, the answer is just stop giving a shit about everything.
I can't though.
I am always inclined to think that everything has a purpose, a reason.
Maybe the reason has always been just to drive me nuts.
I wish it would have been one of the ones that mattered.
Maybe then I could have actually fixed everything.